[ he already knew leia was alive after the droid incident, his priorities shifted!! but still. he is pretty firm in his priorities. like, 1. leia 2. bb-8 3. finn probably ????? everyone else somewhere way down at the bottom of the list. maybe rey is like number 4 now.
ah yes. the hands. he knew this would probably happen lbr but was still bracing for an Alternate Timeline where finn idk ripped off his hand instead. luckily, that timeline didn't happen. his hopes and dreams were right all along, like always.
also: to be fair, as poe will probably have to share someday, MAYBE even today ... not a lot happened in his relationship with other finn. in that department. he tried to initiate things, finn freaked out, there were handjobs like once, and then a lot of sexual frustration after. you may think poe is dramatically chasing after something long gone, but he's really just gently trying to break open a cactus after being tortured by thirst. that said at the very least he has done both of those things. those were the last drops of water in his canteen before the great thirst. ]
I still like you. [ time to skip over philosophy and go headfirst into the emotional yeet. but also: not diving straight for the l-word anymore. he has a whole new chance not to fuck this up and he's going to exercise!!! caution!!! for once. ] Just so you know. I don't know how anybody's gonna actually have a relationship here, with the way things are. And maybe it'll be weird to you, because I knew a different you. I get that. But I'm here. For, uh, anything. Whatever you want. However you want it.
[ when you're trying to break open the cactus but also worried that the cactus might hate you because it thinks you were looking for another catcus. what is this metaphor? i don't know anymore. ]
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ah yes. the hands. he knew this would probably happen lbr but was still bracing for an Alternate Timeline where finn idk ripped off his hand instead. luckily, that timeline didn't happen. his hopes and dreams were right all along, like always.
also: to be fair, as poe will probably have to share someday, MAYBE even today ... not a lot happened in his relationship with other finn. in that department. he tried to initiate things, finn freaked out, there were handjobs like once, and then a lot of sexual frustration after. you may think poe is dramatically chasing after something long gone, but he's really just gently trying to break open a cactus after being tortured by thirst. that said at the very least he has done both of those things. those were the last drops of water in his canteen before the great thirst. ]
I still like you. [ time to skip over philosophy and go headfirst into the emotional yeet. but also: not diving straight for the l-word anymore. he has a whole new chance not to fuck this up and he's going to exercise!!! caution!!! for once. ] Just so you know. I don't know how anybody's gonna actually have a relationship here, with the way things are. And maybe it'll be weird to you, because I knew a different you. I get that. But I'm here. For, uh, anything. Whatever you want. However you want it.
[ when you're trying to break open the cactus but also worried that the cactus might hate you because it thinks you were looking for another catcus. what is this metaphor? i don't know anymore. ]