bythehand: (so we'll SHOOT IT idc)
F̶N̶-̶2̶1̶8̶7̶ | Finn ([personal profile] bythehand) wrote 2018-06-29 04:00 am (UTC)

[ Star Wars, the Next Generation: making plans up on the fly. Between Rey, Finn, and Poe alone, there is a consistent circulation between these memes at all times in terms of preparation.

Finn is also running pretty firmly into uncharted territory right now. ]


I don't know. I don't think I can say it is? [ He probably showed up to this meeting half expecting it to just be about a murder or some other big fight the other Finn never got to resolve or something.

It's Kylo Ren. But it's Rey. Repeat ad nauseam. ]
But I don't want you to think--

[ When you've never actually told anyone you love them or care about them in your entire life and are a mess, so you mentally slam your face into the keyboard a few times hoping to come up with a good way to convey what you're trying to say. ]

Look, I really don't know how to handle this. [ Finn fails at his mental acrobatics, mostly, and reaches out for Rey's hand on impulse instead. ] I think you're still you. And I think you're good. And I don't wanna be somewhere without you when I know you're right there.

[ He doesn't currently foresee a future where he thinks about this enterprise and is like "yeah, it's okay." But he can't pretend she didn't lay out the timeline and general mood in a way he understood, either. She went out of her way to explain it instead of taking the easy way out and just not mentioning it.

He'd rather have to try to figure it out than fall into the actual worst-case scenario, which is just. Not having Rey around. He's not about that life. He lived it and he hated it. She's sort of everything. She outweighs everything in importance. ]

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